Do you ever have those days where you wonder ‘how it started’ only to come to the end – quickly?
Lately, I’ve been having those. Where each day passes and I’m not even sure what the hell I’ve done. Feels like lots of wasted time and then there is that fog where I have to stop and literally think, ‘how the hell did I get here…. scary!
Damn it, is it the menopause, is it just the weird weather, is it just my life passing me by? Sorry, didn’t mean to sound all philosophical – just literally have had lots of wandering thoughts lately. Hopefully this photo makes you laugh again!
I was stressed out for my sister (going through another divorce) and as I shared with Michael, as much as I feel like I’m no real ‘help’, I also don’t want to get too involved. She has a tendency to not listen to my advice anyways and I also realized that it brings up my own ‘muffled’ pain. Thoughts that I don’t want to relive or dwell on anymore.
Then there is work – the usual – uncertainty and not feeling like I belong.
I’ve been trying to get massages again too, hoping THAT will help with my IBS & migraine issues/or maybe just the stress, but not sure if its helping yet. It is cool to hear/confirm how some of even the pressure points (reflexology) affect other parts of your body…
The only good thought was when Deb Kennedy posted on Facebook about her OWN ‘wish/goal’ to open a cabin/cottage retreat…
That has been MY thoughts (lots of wandering thoughts) since my 50th birthday and my return from Italy.
Oh to just go back. I’m so damn proud of myself for having accomplished that trip – saving the money and paying for it all on my own. The poor little girl from Texas – even though it took me so long (late in life) at least I can pat myself on the back for doing it! It was my first international trip (flying and all) and it was worth every moment! It felt like truly living a Simple, Romantic Life (even for those quick 2 weeks).
So my mind will continue these wandering thoughts and I hope I can find something much more interesting to write about so my ‘few’ readers will have something better!